Saturday, 26 December 2015

WEEK 1 : New Adventure in BRAZIL

Welcome back, 

I'm currently in the country of Samba and Futebol . Come explore the world with me !

The hospitality of brazilians is indescribable.

Monday, 30 November 2015

Lazy Lover's Day

Welcome back,

Lazy Lover's Day

Your chest pressed against my back 
Your arms wrapped around my waist
Your breath tickling my neck 
My long hair covering my breast
Our feet touch under cover
The fingertips of your right hand
Playfully walk around my naked arm
Your left hand's finger
Are tied gently to mine
The heat of our bodies warm us
When rain knocks on the windows

Sunday, 22 November 2015


Welcome back,

Remember Leylish ?

She and her band got their first album out. Check out their official page for more information

With love,

A proud

Friday, 20 November 2015

Chronicles of a 19 Years Old Moroccan Girl #11

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                                                          Chapter 12 : I am an Extra

Now I'm supposed to work for my quiz, but I felt inspired to write this little things to all of you.

It's late at night and those are raw thoughts.

I don't open myself up even though I talk too much. I do talk about my passions, my knowledge, my positions ... but never about myself. For the simple reason that I don't really know who I am.

I always felt that I was an Extra

Sunday, 15 November 2015

Mosaic and After Taste

This poem is for/ inspired for one of my friends that went thru horrible horrors in her/his life :

Welcome back,

The after taste is the worst
The taste of Fear and Inability
Teared apart
An autumn leaf under the pawn of the wolf

You're numb
You're full of life
You're quiet
You're energetic
You're fragile
You're strong

You drink your wiskey in a shattered glass
The shot burns you throat
The cries of your loved one
burns you heart

Saturday, 31 October 2015

Chronicles of a 18 years Old Moroccan Girl #10

Chap 11 : إن الفتى من يقول ها أنذا ليس الفتى من يقول كان أبي 

Translation : It's an Arab proverb: The value of the person is defined by who is, not by who was his  who is his father. 

 Based on a True Story :

   Long story short, someone stole my smartphone on the train station. 

Instead of offering any help, the security agents only made me feel confused. They also discouraged me to try to find the thief.

Even though losing my cellphone didn't bother me as much as the fact that nobody helped, yet I tried to report the theft so I went to the police station. 

The following events went like that : 

I met a police officer (I guess he was) really sitting comfortably in his chair : 

Me : Hello, I'm here to report a theft. 
Police officer : ....
Me : .... ?
Police officer *staring really annoyed* : Where and when did it happen ?

Friday, 23 October 2015

Meet Dina aka the Artist Didsy

Welcome back,

I'm a room full of art canvas.  I took a quick glance at them, and immediately picked up the pattern "Deers", but I was more interested in the girl adjusting the paintings to make them look perfect.

She was the artist !

I found her interesting, and tried to start an awkward ( hehehe yeah that's me ) conversation. I learned that she is a self-taught artist, but she also has a bachelor & master degree.

Lately, while reading my Facebook feed I found out that she started her first solo exhibition  "Deer Love" at l'Uzine. What a great opportunity to get to know Didsy!

Who is Didsy ? 

Tuesday, 13 October 2015

My Top 10 Indie/Folk Fall Playlist

Welcome back,

You know how much I love Fall / Autumn ( and I love how I get inspired to write a post when I should study for my midterms )

I mean what's better than drinking your coffee in your comfy onesie while the rain is pouring out.

 AND What's better to set the fall atmosphere than a good playlist. I'm really into indie/folk pop or rock music lately
Here is : My Top 10 Indie/ Folk Fall Playlist 

Friday, 9 October 2015

Take those Feelings Away

Welcome back,

Please, take those feelings away
What started with a leaking tap
ended up with a powerful waterfall
Your sweet voice floats with blood in my veins

Take those feeling and shut them up
Like I want to shut the echoes of your sleepy voice
Still, it's on repeat in my head like a litany
Prayers in club to stop your deafening laughters

Saturday, 3 October 2015

Chronicles of a 18 Years Old Moroccan Girl #9

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Chapter 11 : Red Light On Human Behavior !

This summer, I traveled abroad. 
It was interesting. I got to play find the 7 millions differences between my mother country and the hosting one. 

The striking difference was the behavior of the citizens. In europe, my feet were my only carriage and I had to use to road a lot. All those times, the cars would stop whenever I would cross the road on the pedestrian crossing This little detail was almost shocking for me because one day in my home a car almost ran on me while I was crossing the street ... on the PEDESTRIAN CROSSING 

Wednesday, 30 September 2015

Meet Sofia, Blogger and Designer From Fashion Bakchic

Welcome back,

I got the chance to interview one of the most inspiring people (at least for me). The first time I saw Sofia from Fashion Bakchic was on a TV show. After I spent time stalking her on Instagram and Facebook (don't act like you don't do it), travelling with her through her amazing photos and discovering a whole new facet of my country, I decided to ask her for an interview ... AND SHE ACCEPTED

Sofia is not only a stylish woman, she is also a pulse of creativity. She mixes so easily two diffirent cultures the oriental and occidental and add to it a special touch of the immortale moroccan berber colors and textures.

Let's discover WHO is Sofia ?

Saturday, 26 September 2015

Day 1 : Oudayas In The Capital Rabat

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I found a place almost like Chefchaoun ... The Oudayas of Rabat !

Let's discover it together !!

Thursday, 17 September 2015

Chronicles of a 18 Years Old Moroccan Girl #8

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Chapter 10 : I'm Afraid I'm Not Special !

I'm afraid I'm not special.

Are you ?

Have you ever had that feeling that you dream is common, your dream is not worthy ? Your dream shouldn't be a dream.

I have ...

Friday, 11 September 2015

Day 8 : Vatican or The Core of Catholicism

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In roma, we can find the smallest state in the world. The vatican, the core itself of Catholicism and it's also where the pope of all catholics lives.

Let's discover together this small state loved by all the catholics. 

Thursday, 10 September 2015

Chronicles of a 18 Years Old Moroccan Girl #7

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Chapter 7 : Is He a Different Moroccan ? Based on a true story

"Moroccan Muslims and Moroccan Jews were living in peace and harmony. After all, we are all moroccans."

I wanna share with you an experience that I lived.

It happened while I was on the plane on my way back to Morocco. I was awkwardly searching for my seat while being annoyed by the crowd behind me (Yeah, students don't get to travel in the first class)

I whispered something in moroccan arabic and an old man already sitting (lucky one!) looked at me with eyes wide open like a child that you surprised with his favorite candy.

He asked me in a weird moroccan arabic: "Are you moroccan ?"
I replied annoyed : "Yeah"
He didn't take the hint and carried on the conversation while I was trying to figure out where the hell should I put my luggage: " Have you ever visited Marrakech ? There is this small village there called..."
I answered quickly determined to stop this conversation right away : "Yeah"

I found my place a couple of seats away from the old weird man. I was sitting next to a father. His son was next to the old man. Long story short, I exchanged the seat with the son so that he can be next to his father during the flight.

Here I am sitting next to the old man and his wife. As I was trying to avoid any attempt to socialize like we would avoid the plague, I pluged my earphones in my device and let myself carried on by the music ignoring the old couple next to me. ( I realize that I'm a b*tch )

During dinner time, we all had our regular plate but the old couple. had a special one : a KOSHER one.

Monday, 7 September 2015

Day 7 : Living the Dolce Vita in Roma

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We are in Roma. Capital of Italy and city of history, fashion and beauty. Together let's discover the major monuments on the city ( Foutain Trevi, Colosseo, Pantheon .. ) the hype streets and experience the Dolce Vita.

Let's get started !

Saturday, 5 September 2015

A Stamp On His Passport

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All he wanted is a stamp in his passport
A permission given from above
Search for another place to call home
Because he left his behind
He came begging to the door
Knees on the dust
Face on the sand
Begging for a place to hide
For a place where he can feel safe
For a place where he can dream
For a place where he can live
Without worrying if tomorrow

Monday, 31 August 2015

Day 6 :The Italian Adeventure : Heading to Roma

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Let's continue our trip around that beautiful country that is Italy. Now, we're heading to the capital ROMA, the giant Roma.

Between the modernity of the metrople and the lost cities underneath, Roma offers the choice of multiple visits and excursions. Everywhere you go, be aware that you are stepping on an entire civilization.

Sunday, 30 August 2015

Poem For a Fuckboy

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This poem is for you fuckboy
Breastfed with patriachy
Don't read it if  you mind swears
Raw language or reality
Excuse me if I destroy your ideal
That a lady should stay classy 
Should not speak up for herself
And be at your mercy
Call it poetry or prose
Or a rythmic plead
For the lost souls
That patriachy demeans

This poem is for you fuckboy
Breastfed with patriachy

Thursday, 13 August 2015

Day 5: The House of Medici

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Remember the Medici family of Florence ?
Remember that place where I laid down in front of that palace ?

Together today we are the guests of the Medici family in their house (the palace)

Tuesday, 11 August 2015

Sunday, 9 August 2015

Day 3 : Italian Adventure : Heading to Florence

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From Venice to Florence 

After the quiet city of romance and ice cream, together we are heading to Florence city known for cultural enlightement.

Saturday, 8 August 2015

Day 2 : Doge's Palace and The Paved Streets of Venice

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Second day in the italien adventure was a very long day. 

In this second day. I had to visit the center of Venice and get some cultural informations about the city.

Friday, 7 August 2015

Day 1 : The Italian Adventure : First Stop Venice

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I did a list of movies that I found inspiring in my life and "Eat, Pray, Love" was one of them. The main character traveled to Italy to find appetite of life ... and I did like her.

My first stop was in Venice, the real city of love and romance.

Wednesday, 15 July 2015

Meet Rhizlane, a young moroccan athlete

I knew Rhizlane from high school. She was known for being an incredible athlete. Now, she is carrying on her education in the U.S .

I got the chance to meet her when she came to my little town for training , there I had the chance to talk to her and I discover new facets of Rhizlane that I've never known before.

I want you too to know this inspiring and amazing human being like I did.

Friday, 10 July 2015

Chronicles of a 18 Years Old Moroccan Girl #6

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Chap 6 : The Effect of a Librairy

Did you ever walked between the shelves full of books and you felt lost ? ... Not in a negative way, but lost and excited like your eyes cannot contains all the beauty in that place. You try your best to read all the titles but you end up lost and dizzy.

No ?
Is that only me ???
Well, some may feel the same feeling I get for books when they walk next to the supermarket shelf full of crispy chips or mellow fruits.

Wednesday, 1 July 2015

A Place for Craft Lovers in Morocco (Rabat)

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Today's post is a about a place that you should totally visit if you love to craft. As you may have noticed, I'm a huge D.I.Y lover. If you are moroccan, you know the struggle of living in a place where crafting isn't the speciality of the locals. But I know a place ...

Monday, 29 June 2015

Chronicles of a 18 Years Old Moroccan Girl #5

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Chap 5 : Ramadan For me

You may know it or not, but in the muslim world this month is Ramadan.

This post could be about what Ramadan means to muslims .However, you can easily google it and find out.

Instead I'll tell you all what Ramadan means to me. I'll try to picture it with all the sincere emotions that I'm feeling toward this month

Saturday, 13 June 2015

Chronicles of a 18 years old Moroccan Girl #4

Chap 4 : Society of Contradiction

Have you ever felt guilty for buying something expensive? I get this feeling a lot.

I live in a crazy society. “Crazy” is the only adjective I can think of to describe this society. You’ll find very rich people and very poor ones, hype neighborhood and popular ones, highly educated professors and illiterate women who can’t write their own name. My society reminds me of a pyramid were the fiercest animals consume the mass and not everyone has the chance to survive or to “live”

Tuesday, 9 June 2015

I Have a SoundCloud Now

Welcome back,

I have Soundcloud now. Don't hesitate to follow me !

I will cover from the register of Rock/Jazz/Indie/Folk !

I already posted a cover of "House of the Rising Sun"

Stay Tuned

With love,


Thursday, 4 June 2015

Smell of Cold Cigarettes in Her Bed

She can smell the odor of cold cigarettes in her bed.


She is partying all night
She is living the moment

Tuesday, 2 June 2015

Meet Leylish, vocalist of FILS AKKAF

Meet Leylish , vocalist of FILS AKKAF

Leila is a strong and confident woman. Active and ambitious, she is not afraid of anything to accomplish her dream. She is also the vocalist of the band "Fils Akkaf" Let's know more about her ! 

Sunday, 31 May 2015

Open letter to my Anxiety

Dear Anxiety,

They say that you show yourself when I'm about to step into the world of adults, but I feel like I've known you for a long time. You are this long lost childhood friend, I picture you in my childhood memories with a blurry face and I know it's you. You've always been around me, holding me tight in your suffocating embrace.

Thursday, 28 May 2015

Chronicles of a 18 Years Old Moroccan Girl #3

Chap 3 : Guilty of Thinking

Welcome Back, 

"Stop Complicating things. Life is Simple"

 This is a sentence that my friends like to remind me each time. This is a sentence that I hate. 

Saturday, 23 May 2015

Festival de Fés des Musiques Sacrées

Welcome back,

I have the pleasure to annonce to you that I'm gonna be part of the 21st Edition of the Festival des Musiques Sacrées du Monde.

It's going to be Saturday, May 23rd at 8:30 in front of Bab  Boujloud. So It's tomorrow.

With lot of love, 


Saturday, 9 May 2015



     You've noticed that it's been a while since I last posted something in my blog. I wrote a little post to apologize without giving additional informations about the real reason behind the fact that I "lost my muse"

   When I first started this blog, it was a way for me to know a little bit more about myself , but at the same time share this part of myself with you, reader.
    However, it didn't go as planned. In an attempt to make my audience grow I started writing what I would qualify as bad quality posts, just for the sake to write. I felt like I had no emotions and no content. That's the main reason why I stopped.

   Now, I want to redirect this blog in a way that it's going to show ME. My posts are going to be differents (or not ). One thing for sure, I'm not going to write things just to WRITE, and  keeping up with this blog won't feel like an assignement anymore.

With love,


Saturday, 31 January 2015

A Morning Walk

I woke up early that morning !

 I glanced at my roomate's bed; she was still sleeping...